Have you ever growled and
howled from inside? Like there is this another person inside you who wants to
clean your surrounding by effacing those who hurt the ones near to you, those
who belittle, disrespect and demean the ones you care about. How do you control
your rage when everything you care about is being ebbed and you stand there
still not being able to do anything?
We never really want to
hurt anyone, all we want is to make them feel the same way the ones we care
about felt when they got hurt. All of us keep a list in our mind, a list which
is composed of names, the names that once crossed the line and messed with the
ones near to us. The people in the list don’t understand the way we feel, the
way the ones they messed with feel, not every joke they make about someone is a
joke, a joke they made about someone may be disturbing enough to snap them out
of sanity. There’s always a dark side to all of us, the side that none of us
wants to embrace because what it brings will always be chaos to us as well as
the ones who hurt us or the ones we care about.
It has been much on what
if someone hurts the one we care about or someone who is near to us, but what
if the person we cared the most about hurts us or leaves us in between of a
pathway surrounded by mist?
How helpless would you
feel when you lose the person you cared the most about just because they didn’t
make the right choice, just because they were selfish enough to maintain their
fanciful status quo, just because they wanted to be that sheep in the herd who
never realized it was surrounded by wolves. You’ll always keep reminding
yourself of the wrong choice they made, the choice that snatched away
everything from you. But never forget that the ones who left you were no more
than a sheep disguised as wolf too, they’ll soon realize your importance and
when they do, they’ll crave to be back with you but now you’ll need to make the
right choice and let them go, they’re not the same now as they were before,
they have changed and such changes are accompanied by harmful repercussions.
When surrounded by mist
all of us search for someone who’ll guide us though the correct pathway, the pathway
that will lead us to the inside of our own self and when we reach our
destination we’ll realise that the mist was just an illusion we created so that
someone could hold our hand and drag us away from the irrational reality, but
is it the right choice? Shouldn’t we be the one leading ourselves? The person
who guided us will always be there to help us in the most adverse situations
but the one leading our way through the mist must be us.
